yesterday i missed half of the french open asleep so i said i'm getting up at 4 tomorrow. then i ate a pile of snacks and fizzy drinks and watched a grim moodie irreversible and wondered if i would rise on time. i looked at my phone at exactly 4:00 and now i'm watching the 2nd match, claylah fernandez, with snoozing cats. the picture is totally unrelated, the shadow of the obamacrane.