s. found my old blog looking for my "new" blog and thought it might be my "lost" blog. i got excited for a milliminute but then i thought how humiliating part 2 (which is really part 3, or 4) is , and i think maybe it is better to have a "lost" blog. maybe part2 should be lost too. my computer started crashing i had too many pictures, the cyber-weight of cyber dross and i started weeding without mercy and with some shame and relief. and now i don't just let puter "sleep", i clean off her desktop, and i shut her off. i think she is more refreshed. though i am a drag.

you have to keep in mind that everything's from the day before, it's not quite necessarily how i feel today, or even yesterday, but i feel sort of numbly compelled to keep a record as it were.