everythings very quick and transitional. i stay in one place mainly everything is transiting speedily around me people flash and disappear i forget their names immediately, i won't last long, i could be flipped any minute.

 i'm tired but i do not sleep, something in me does not sleep. i'm pricked by anxiety, dulled by wakes. the seas are rising everywhere the animals vanish. people migrate endlessly by war and work.

 it's not the election cycle on the horizon it's the catastrophe within us. we been making it with evil so long it's in our genes, we cant change, we can only ride the monster, we can't jump out the way.