i dreamed that everyone was asleep and driving their cars.
then i went outside and it was real.
it felt like a dream but then i saw a pedestrian get hit.
this time i can't wake up. 
so i'm trying to be real careful.
i can only try to get back home and sleep.
and dream a different dream. 
     

diary. some people pity and think they're being sympathetic and don't know how and they're being smug and condescending. i don't think i'm dreaming this.