fen zort.

hey, what if the po-po's are zombies too?

 r.d.laing said zombiehood was like catatonia which coincidentally i said was the state i was trapped in, and maybe why my skin itches so at night and i can't emerge til the following day. does zombiehood work that way? in haiti i think zombies have strayed between their flesh and their spirit. they don't devour people or people's brains like here. i can't think too clear due to my own catatonia though so i just have to keep walking and maybe find some new crystal like maybe the one i gave dad when he had cancer which he probably scoffed at and threw in the creek under that little footbridge my brother made. i guess i would still be catatonic but those crystals do make me feel better. i wonder if my big blue double pyramid crystal was exhausted by the murder-suicide? 

thanks to fen for helping me in my hazey daze.