i feel idiot. i bought two bikes and they both suck and winter comes. fifty-five and a helpless fool. the earth degrades, i mean is assaulted and degrades, and i degrade, in my mind and in the hostile degraded human world. but i've been an lost in the human scheme since i was nine, what is it about now? well it's now. but also the blog which gathers my degradation, shows that once i had maybe 150 views a day, now maybe 7. and mom says thirty times, why don't you volunteer? because i can't function.i imagine stopping tracking views and self-abuse ha. i assume the event that i am the only one reading. dear cloud diary...

gilly

i feel violated

milton

orph

burst of parrot

american prospect, dark

the circle that is nothing

the circle that means nothing

the circle where they teach the values of competition and trashing the place

the dream fungus

the fungus dreams

they don't care for us

vote for me

you can't throw them in the prison they own the prison