eddie redmayne.  is a cute and interesting actor.

i feel a part of something now.

kristen stewart. is a cute and interesting actor, especially with eddie redmayne. they need to stay eccentric.

anyway it's late in life or it feels so but the horizon is long and flat. the biggest hill around here is of garbage.

did anybody see you as you are?

every one's a puppy.

for maria

dogs are good de-stressers at home, but they have little life outside. this makes me sad. i choose my confinement but they don't.

my puppy love.

william hurt.

cloud meer.

copps on the run.

anonymous activist jeremy hammond replied to his correspodent, you are the 98%, the other one percent are in prison.

we went back to the corner where i put the black-capped chickadee in a tree and i didn't see her and i think she was in that green chorus over my head i can't understand.

it ain't easy being green.

rival gang trees with fading tattoos.

what you think about what you do

danger no access.

everything is in parenthesis everything in parentheses and nothing outside, everything parenthetical.

fortunately for politicians and other crime bosses reality lies well beyond the statue of limitations spell.

it's quite shameful the way reality imposes no limits on itself.  javier marais, The Infatuations.

this is how we stay in place, parentheses, nothing in plain sight, nothing ordinary, flowers in disheveled order.

wait i lost my thought again no don't wait just keep walking i tell myself it doesn't matter and it doesn't i've already forgotten the forgetting something else is there just up ahead it's getting closer wait i remember.

we have infatuations outside our parentheses but these too are unseen or seen disconnected as slightly wobbly visual ellipses or lozenges blurred light grey subtle or hard depending.

what the fuck are you talking about?

basic training mental hygiene. don't kill.

civilian life forms.

ghost brain canopy.

he's teachin' fresh recruits about karma and reincarnation, sayin' you've been here before, you'll be back, war is endless, and the atlanteans run NASA!

black soldier in trouble said i want to go to jail, how you gonna tell me this is my country?

i didn't flunk i got a d minus. now i recall joe had a band called the droogs later called d minus.

i feel so sorry for those recruits, at the time, even though long ago, and many of them dead, hearing the evil rhetoric that makes people foreign things who mean to kill you. now they blast them from leagues of gentlemen away and they smile at the video smugly alive. the enemy faceless ground.

the sunday afternoon matinee is Basic Training by fred wiseman, and Clockwork Orange by stan kubrick.