it was a rather sad walk. i'm realizing maybe it's better to go back to just me and lulu in a green open space at the risk of goose poop bird flu. a little blind baby bird fell dead from an invisible nest. my fellow walker said i'd love to socialize but i got a violent shitzu here. then he wanted to hand me treats falulu and lulu started lunging and i said just throw them! lulu goes crazy on anyone she loves which is anyone who gives the slightest smile in her general direction. i had a nice balance with charlie and lulu, now i'm out of balance, and the world is disastrously psycho killer. i can't blame lulu.