i'm tired of talking about the evil empire. i have a headache. i skipped the birthday party. a storm came and turned the destroyed midway to mud. i'm tired of talking about the oligarchs and the land grabs. we have to say something. worse is pretending the pollution and the hate and the genocide is all normal. it is normal for the bloody empire. i'm so tired of it after 64 years. i can't see celebrating with the old meat eaters. we have to do something but i can't be social. this country is a bad place. i can't celebrate this place.