in the dream a group of people in overcoats came up to me and a blond haired girl asked if she could use my cell phone she held it up and grinned and then we were in a room and all the coats were on a table and she was in an armchair talking on another cell phone and i was searching coat pockets for my cell phone and found one bulky one and put it in my pocket and i was going to just leave and then i realized my shoes were gone and then some guy asked me what i thought i was doing and i said the girl over there has my cell phone and i looked at the chair and she was gone and the guy looked at me like i was hallucinating and i said to myself all i can do is get out of here by waking up and awake i thought anything can be normalized if there's no reality and i thought is there reality and i stroked the cat and r. on either side of me and thought well this feels real anyway and in the kitchen making coffee and feeding the cat i thought it could be snowing and then it was and a song came in my head with my sad teeth and the lyric i'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven.