when you feel the hate aimed at you it's hard not to hate the hater back but that is a mistake i know from my past. we must deflect and not fill up with hate. we can feel pity instead for the wretched souls walking around bristling with hate looking for the smallest chance to violently express it. when i think about this country and its history of violence it's not surprising the whole place is seething with hate. our renegade rulers get elected to commit genocide in our name. i wonder where we're going and why we're here. it can't be that we exist to hate and destroy. i think we're here to love and create.