the most inscrutable things can only be wondered at. i started reading nothing but the rain, about a town where it rains all the time and the rain causes amnesia. we watched a doc about oppie, incredibly sad sad man. i cannot imagine how he could contain the bomb inside him. he thought he was the destroyer of worlds but the world died and lived on to die perpetually while he was betrayed by the system that created him and his world changing bomb. later we got drone obomba, and bubba biden time and his handlers' cluster bombs egging on the big one they been waiting for. oppie wasn't the world destroyer, and maybe the world destroyer will never be born. we stand here for creation. and if we forget we remember something we knew a long time ago, before we were human maybes, before the human bomb.