ok so now he gets up every hour and a half crying for more. r. says i'm going to go crazy. in an hour she's leaving to dog sit up north. so now i'll be getting up every hour and a half, maybe every hour, to his cries of more. i'm not going to get anxious about that now. we're in this thing together til the end, it's not easy but it could be harder, and what is is better than what is not.