i feel better now. i got up at 4 and sat on the couch. juju came in crying, tried to climb up and fell, his claw caught in the weave. i picked him up and held him til he calmed, fed him fancy feast and green juju. he's back in his box on the dining room table. it's 5:25. think i'll have a snooze. maybe i shouldn't have had a double espresso with the german girls, but i'm glad i did.