the present stress highlights the past. it's a blur there to see and walk around. 

i started this before my morning walk when i learned about mister bee. i looked for the pictures from a month ago and found only one. i felt bad, but when i was doing laundry i thought about the chaos and entropy, and i thought about the things i can't seem to clear i don't need, and i think oh it's good to take care and notice things before they're gone in the vast and chaotic lost and found.