i was thinking today about fear and control and trust and instinct like i do most days and how we got so fucked up a society never mind. i was thinking today if you don't trust you don't develop your instinct, and fear sets in. it's like almost shamanism at this point, instinct. that's what we need, to be the shaman of our own life. they got us boondoggled and prey to propaganda and fear and shit so we don't trust, and when we don't trust we're mesmerized by fear. and it's not even real. that's how the bastards control us.