i put an ancient copper spoon on Copper's head and tell him about angry red father. He comes on all livid red to me because hilde, ball in mouth wagging entire like a wave woofwoofed hello let's play to his boy. said put you dog on a leash. i said she's talking! she's talking to your son! he said leash. i said why don't i just get the fuck away from you. ok, that would be fine. thank you. fuck you i said.
in that moment i behaved badly.
in that moment he behaved abominably. he turned what would be a moment in the sun and the son of joy and learning, a growing of instinct and awareness, a communion of species and souls, into a kernel of hate, a lesson of building fear and reacting with aggression. it is indeed a holographic universe. starting in the park.

and the kid really wanted to meet the dogs. angry red father ruined it with his fear and hatred of freedom he will ruin his child and further the ruin of the world.
 

shit. there was ill in the air today
waiting to happen. i knew 
trouble was likely.
my bad is reacting to the bullies,
getting sluggo'd by the haters,
but it was mostly a sweet day,
particularly when i gave my friend
a head massage.