i'm glad i met zach. he's a dog catalyst, which is a unique catalyst i value very much.

sometimes i think i'm a jerk and sometimes i get fierce and say dammit i'm not a jerk and i say ok i'm just gonna tend my own garden but it's moving around and brushing up against (or with) everything else. i know i'm nothing special in this world though i have special needs and the world in which i live in is alien.