my puter was stuffed and i had to trash thousands of pictures and now i can continue. it got easier the more i deleted and i got into it and think i'll continue weeding as i go rather than try to save it all for no future. i feel lighter even though it's only lighter in ether and mentality.

i saw colors, a lowering seething sea at eye level.. comet jumped in the fountain scaring a 2.5 year old and the roly poly mamacita threatened me with the police this after i said ok and kept comet away. she reinforced and increased the child's fear, instead of calming her, made herself apoplectic, and struck fear in my heart too. she was so violent i didn't even think of trying to assuage the situation. hate engenders hate.

 ahh! aha! a ha ha ha!