all we ever wanted from the moment we were born was love.

amnesia memory.

cecilia asked me, where do you see yourself in ten years. a lead question. i think i said nowhere. i knew it was ending. and here i am.

change me

water walk

i was thinking about torture out of the blue.

photographs are artifacts of death trying to speak something beyond words to the living. ffff.

i'm always coming back to you.

it's been more than ten years and still i can't answer that question. where will i be.

love swims away

love swims

one time in the record store a girl came back to apologize to me. i felt anonymous.

so each morning i turn on whpk's silence, i think i'm listening to death on the air.

there are many things we prefer not to think about more than we think of

maybe there may be one shame so central it's almost a point of pride.

vigil.

we swim to nowhere,

we don't really think about survival. we think about the quality of life. american life.

what i got is not a lot of everything

what in hell goes on at community radio whpk in the early a.m? silence equals death radio.

lonely animal.