you have to question evident things as obeying a rule in times of great intellectual stress.

when we talk about archaic societies
whereof we can't
speak of our own.

the effort to express things you can't speak about is no effort at all for the silent who
don't feel the need to express things beyond speech and are expressive in their being of what is needed to be. the effort to express things beyond speech is like the effort to understand birds and ultimate silence.

what i can't talk about i must pass over in silence
i must leave it therein silent  
i must be silent there i can't pass
i have to make silent marks
from that silent world
traces so that like a scent that recalls
you may find me

use to be lonely cep for copp. now we both lonely for r.

g. said if the pain stops it means the infection killed the nerve and is now burrowing into my bone and thence to my brain hence making me more insane. 
i hate dentists very much. dentists charge exorbitant prices and in the past dentists have caused me much pain and expense and actually created problems. so they are one problem in the back of the mouth of my problem. the other problem is one tooth is all teeth and i fear everything is disintegrating in me as in society. and how can a dude like me trying to live simply and off the evil grid afford such gridwork? these are just thoughts and not solutions. for the moment i am blessedly painfree and have had no motrin since 8am yestiday. i know i am insane. they say if you know you are insane then you are not, and emily says much madness is divinest sense, but i know i am truly insane and with addled sense at best.
you can skip this part it's boring.

gingerbread house collapse.

 comet and his ex-curious george.

he did it.
 

but we'll share the rewards.
 

nuff said? ok.