I wanted to say something about Clairvision and Geraldine, I think it was called Clairvision. I was feeling lost then and Geraldine found this thing and we went to it and we had to sit for hours for a whole weekend and it felt hard and punishing like spiritual boot camp or something but still I did a private session with one of the local practitioners though I had little money and everything to do with the Clairvision organization was monetized but as I say I was lost and the practitioner said I wasn't forthright and it was true but it was partly because I was lost and I thought Clairvision was a scam and I was trying to say that, and that they are taking advantage of lost folks like me, anyway, I later learned after we split up and Geraldine had moved west and later died I don't know how or why, and I never heard another word about Clairvision again, if that is what it was called. I wasn't really lost I was just hurting and I'm still in the world where I never said so long, Geraldine.