I guess I'm settled in to life without Charlie, and I don't think of her all the time, and I'm happy with my one dog Luna Lulu, but I need to see Charlie sometimes so I ask and I see she's been living the good life and I'm happy for the kid, and sad to be a distant memory, or maybe even a ghost in a former life of a dog, that's ok, I know this is how it's supposed to be, for it's all one life in the end, and it's neverending.