reading young once. olive up early. snow light. a sentence, melt into the scenery. thought, memory, taken along with the theater people to a fire party in the woods, eating mushrooms, i wanted to disappear then, i lay down in the leaves away from the fire light, wanting to be of the leaves, like the leaves, feeding down to the rhizomatic underground, under the fire theater, the feet drumming the ground above. melt into the scenery, the way the scenery melts into the snow light.