i really want to see zone of interest. i need to see it. i'm surprised the library doesn't have it. i don't know if anything will help to understand this time. it is a holocaust time. maybe it always was. but we're still here, and sentient beings can still believe in radical love. the system we live in is increasingly alien and hostile. it can't be more hostile. it's a violent order. it's antidemocratic and antilife. it's killing everything. it's destroying us. we must see beyond the violent polarity we've been indoctrinated by since birth. it will be hard, but not as hard as staying in violent sleep unto death.