we have to be keenly aware, even when we're in a safe place, when we're talking, when our attention is absorbed, we have to be aware of what is outside our attention. things can happens so fast we can't foresee. now we have to be keep a vigil. it's odd the meaning, vigil as for the dead, vigilant, vigilante. it means awake. we have to be awake, and i know how easy it is to go to sleep, when you're eternally sleepy, to sleep on your feet.

we have to stay connected. i say that to mister, when you get distracted you still have to remember we are connected, we must be connected. when you can't see as well or hear, we must be connected, must know where where each other is all the time. 

it is unthinkable for me to lose you. i can only lose you to death. i don't believe i can ever lose you now.