omg the pictures blur even
as i save them.

 yeah, it gets blurrier. didn't i reply?  i thought i sent back a blank message to indicate receipt and that there was no reply. like yrs. oh, i am sorry.
 

 sometimes i don't mind, but actually the blurriness just makes me sad and i say i don't mind because sadness is familiar even though it comes from technology or a person. what kind of record is it anyway, they just get deleted, some kind of record of deletion.
 

but then mysteriously like i knew, one comes in sharp of focus relatively and my eyes get dewy with hope and anticipation of the future imperfect though it may be.