penny lu hides behind the cactus watching the darling starlings.

 ha, somebody sent ma a psychedelic mushroom book and she thought it was me. laura must have done it unconsciously. anyhoo, ma loves it!

 the most insidious thing about the culture of cruelty is the insistence of its necessity and the denial of its cruelty. 

 it's certainly not necessary and it certainly is evil.

 resist, how?

my brain gets tired of trying to think. i want to rest my brain. 

 i commonly don't know who people are, and now even if they are people or bots, influencers,  or shills. still i trust my intuition even when it gets confounded. i'm not sure for example if the mumia abu-jamal that followed me on ig is the real mumia. he said he'd be out in a lite year but i just read the judge denied a new trial. i can believe if you are in jail you have to believe you will be free. and the real mumia should be.