are you ok, am i ok? i read some longer posts in here, like jon jost who travels continuously everywhere. i go around the block. a lot happens anyway. most of life goes unrecorded. it's in the record anyway. i don't think about the technology watching, but i feel the surrounding air and life watching. life watching life. and without a word i feel part of the record. i also feel like change is so heedless and nothing is safe and nothing can be saved but something will survive, even we who survive now are maybe somehow beyond us as we have been known. if you think about it in terms of light and shadow, everything makes sense.