(i had a whole entry disappeared by apple- such exquisite sensitivity can wend into the neurotic zone, and blunder- now i haven't the heart to reconstruct just to say about dostoyevsky notes from underground we found in vista homes recycling room and come again through a nytimes article the gist of both is what if we are not rational and actually wish bad things. 
and how evil is human, and how little known the human soul). 


(re-did).
what if it so happens that on occasion man's profit not only may but precisely must consist in sometimes wishing what is bad for himself?  -dusty

in reality, the hyper-rationalism we inhabit and embrace relies on an extreme simplification of what we really are.
-costica bradatan

it is clear-evil lies deeper in human beings than our socialist-physicians suppose; that the human soul will remain as it has always been; that abnormality and sin arise from that soul itself; and, finally, that the laws of the human soul are still so little known, so obscure to science, so undefined, and so mysterious that there are not and cannot be either physicians or final judges.  -dusty