it's hard to to think, i'm a jerk and have no friends and my blog is unpopular. i was an unpopular youth. now being an oldie it may be the same unpopularity seems heavier, like the gravity that curves your spine and makes your eyes hangdog. i probably was unpopular first and then became a jerk, but if jerks are born then popularity is a cruel wish. it would be too much to be born an unpopular jerk. but then i suppose school obviates that one. duh.

be of good cheer.