i'm going to try to get out of my head and into the world more. the little blue flowers that come in early spring are beautiful, yet invasive. i needed to be reminded that things can be both. i've been melancholic and i've seen the world that way. i need to make a fundamental shift. we've been seduced by unreality, by illusion and money, what we all need, what i need is reality. there is reality, nature, underlying the illusion. and then i read this genus of scilla is naturalized and does no harm.