everyone in their secret heart is dissatisfied with the way civilization has turned out.

oops, i left this dangling yesterday. 

thinking about how the disconnect from nature spawns madness and cults.

have humans always been disconnected?

finished the book the employees. small, i could hold in one hand and pet cat with the other. about a ship that orbits another planet after earth becomes too toxic and there are humans and humanoids and they make mysterious objects, the humanoids start to self-create and the humans miss earth, but all are trapped and the whole thing falls apart. some kind of experiment, human and beyond human. 

i'd like to do a diary of the afterlife.