i do not like the algorithms. they are coercive. they do not open up. they manipulate the mind.

olive and ganesha. there's a connection, but it will be just what it is. maybe a book, but the algorithms don't satisfy. when i went to a stone healer she made a necklace with ganesha and garnets for me. ganesha is a protector and gatekeeper between the unconscious and the world. it's all about connection but we get disconnected daily in the built world by algorithms. i don't know now what i did with that necklace. it's gone.

they want to kill as many people as possible by sunday. 

 the military embargo is working! power to the ordinary people.

 we are like the dreamer who dreams and lives inside the dream. 

-david lynch

 i'm blanking a lot and my ears are ringing and i'm soul tired but i'm glad i'm alive and i'm glad i'm against the empire of genocide and ecocide and disaster capitalism. somebody said maybe i got the virus. i think this civilization is the virus, affecting every sentient being and every part of nature. somebody said maybe you should leave the forsaken country, but the virus respects no borders. what is happening here is global. there's no escaping the annihilating empire. maybe i'll just melt into the earth.

 god damn it all, david lynch died. it's an absolute shit show out there.