i wake up feeling like i worked all night, and for what? sowing seeds in the liminal field? will they sprout, and grow? who knows what difference consciousness may make. we don't go to protests, but we watch, and feel that we are there. do protests make a difference, any more than dream work? does solidarity make a difference? i have to say, yes, because i live, and everybody alive wants to live, and so did the the people who died. what does solidarity mean? it means we are all one, no matter how hard the destroyers try to destroy us, in body and spirit. we can believe the people who died died for our liberation. we may forget why, but we keep on dreaming.