following on a talk with my sister, i do feel a shift in consciousness, but is it wishful? is it thought projection? will it save us? am i even now in my right mind? even the experts don't know. it could easily be getting worse, as it ordinarily happens when we say it couldn't be.

i'm not a prognosticator. i want only to consider the feeling. and the feeling is consciousness, and the feeling is consciousness is real, and the manufactured reality may soon collapse, and we with it, but naive as it may sound, in terms of world-building, consciousness will carry on. i think it's for the feeling.