i had a headache. head was like packed, congested with thought i tried hard to clear. i drank more water. it's almost time to change the filter. i had two spoons of elderberry syrup. it's better this morg. the moon set just before the sunrise, brilliant orange, perfect. free of the madness we wreak on our serendipitous planet. the moon will continue if we destroy the earth. the moon seems sad but it will be sadder if we perish. we've mooned after it so long, but just a moment. i read death takes me by christina rivera garza. i'm sad about losing charlie. i can't imagine her gone but that's the way it goes. i can't imagine k. gone either. or mister. but we are spirits, and the world keeps on changing, and we are changed too, together and alone. love you guys.