yeah, that was the beginning of the end in decatur. dad was sleeping with his secretary while mom was in the hospital. mom had a stillborn child after me before my sister. mom made me a cool devil costume for halloween i have a picture somewhere i see it in my mind and i see myself in a little wavy tree in the front yard. that tree would be big now. then we moved to mount zion like starting over i guess in a brand new subdivision, all plotted out. dad planted 3 trees for us 3 kids and they all croaked. 1,2,3.