i woke up feeling inexplicably good, i must have not had bad dreams and i didn't feel worried about the virus and forgot geraldine died. but my left eye itches and the sky is dark rumbling and the virus is getting nearer. i may have to fetch mister over here today. we don't know what is going to happen to us in this world. it's an all-encompassing storm. i'm going to walk and try my new rubberized raincoat with the big hood that blocks my vision and makes me anxious and hope it doesn't leak between the button snaps. thunder thunder.