a speeding car went by chased by a cop turning left where ace got hit last week while kids are going to school in the rain and we go in the tiny park where a guy was murdered to see this kitten. does that read? fear of existence. drawn to innocence as light. the days get shorter. will innocence preserve us if we preserve innocence. the chase is on. everyone has to make money. what can be saved in this brute paradigm. a kitten in a soft carry. want to be want to be here a kitten to keep safe not inside in the world inside out we can't remain only want to live one life innocence is not dying like everything else the paradigm kills. it's hard to think. it's hard not to think nothing matters anymore they're just going to start another war but we are drawn to a kitten in a tiny city park the way we are continually drawn back to our own innocence if it exists.