oh, shit, i knew it. i was pose to go to teju cole at 6. that's like 20 min. i can't do it. argh. i'm such a jerk. 

oh well, you're alive, gnome sane, everything is contingency, as long as you do something productive during lecture time and continue to only drink in your dreams. welp, i'm missing it anyways... i hope it sucks! thanks, dragon, i feel better about myself now. ah, think nothing.
of it? 
yes...