do people actually think about what their last words will be?
i know some people make a lot of plans but do they plan that far? to the end?
some people may write them down, so not to be misquoted. 
i imagine since i have not made any plans i'll just improvise.
i hope i don't say something stupid. 
twombly supposedly said

i let it inside to create, to regenerate, to make it stronger rather
than let it go out all at once like a flash in the eye. i made art that
regenerates itself. i enjoyed making it so much. oh! i loved it so
much. the strength of memory that is left behind.

hey, that's pretty good, especially if he was hallucinating due to lack of oxygen in his brain. i'm not sure if he said that or if he planned to say that. if i was famous maybe i'd plan more. maybe i'd write my own obituary. it's a good thing i'm not. i wouldn't know what to say. maybe that's what i'll say. i don't know what to say. that's probably what i'd say if i were to die today. or, this is not what i meant to say.