day before yesterday i wrote something about nonbeing and yesterday a post about nonbeing came in the mail. yesterday i wrote about an anxiety attack and an ad for a course to end anxiety attacks came in. if it's the vacuum of consumer culture algorithm it's creepy, and i don't appreciate it very much. it makes me feel like the matrix is self reflecting yet there's no self reflected and maybe that's just due to the fact there is no self, it's just a compression of memory and illusion. yet again, maybe it's the universe talking to me.