thinking about wishing to shift the energy so a different outcome could come about i picked a rune for the new year. it's sowelu, wholeness, what our nature requires. the rune involves working and resting in individuality, not in the ulterior. that's been a quandary for me, getting de-centered by ulterior preoccupation, wondering what others think of me rather than thinking on who i am. i was thinking in the fog this morning, as the fog cleared some, the sun would come. it's lighter now, though still filtered in atmosphere, but the cellular energy of the sun is here, in here, and in a feather held by wintering ivy on the stone wall of the bell tower.