i believe i will start walking magic. mary said it felt strange 

that i wasn't walking him. she didn't ask, thought i was 

overwhelmed. which i do feel, but i know it's mental, and in my spirit,

a constriction i need to breathe beyond. we lost hilde and comet and that was harrowing, but now we have magic and i feel we need each other. and to breathe out of the harrowing.