when i talk to a big calm guy on cornell street and ask with a sideways grin if the end is coming or is everything going to be ok he calmly says oh yeah they're working on it now.

i'm not sure if he knows what's happening or if i'm just a worrier. i think man how can you be so calm, are you calm on the inside? some of us i get the feeling are playing roles for each other, or simply playing roles to hide from our own fear.

in all honesty and a measure of relative calm i do not think it will be alright. i don't think they are working on it. i think it is all falling apart.