he's frisky today, it's crisp, he's glad the cat is back. the cat's too fat. the cat is back because of an emergency on the other side of earth. the cat may be depressed. mom may be depressed, she said she was anxious after hurricane irma or whatever her name but it may have been the meds so she got another med and went off the first med but she doesnt call and doesnt laugh like she used to which was somehow troubling too but not laughing is more. 
and a keep hearing about one i know only from the grapevine yet i know well that way she is out of hospital but rather alone and desperate can youniverse do something help in some way she won't ask she thinks prayer perhaps is asking only if you tell the right people and the damnedest thing is self-punishment and advertisement on top of it. we want witness but we got to at some point stop punishing for some ghost agency and let help come. but everything is happening all at once and we haven't a moment to think, think anyway.