i was thinking how i seem to always have to start from scratch
scratching out a living
like an acorn for instance
i always seem to think of nothing meanwhile
nature does its thing
despite the odds
k. says- and do you learn through experience?
i think it is important to understand this,
because as we grow older we get more and more
entrenched in our experience, hoping thereby
to learn; but what we learn is dictated
by the background, 
which means that through the experience 
by which we learn
there is never freedom
but only the modification 
of conditioning.
now, what is learning?

i think learning is
starting from scratch
like a diary
every day.