i was just saying how i get overwhelmed with a blog that's all text and now that's all i can do and i don't think i would do that. i might fill the gap for a minute but if i could only text my heart would not be in it and you wouldn't read it and it makes me pause and think about how frangible this reality is, how virtual, how ephemeral, how contingent, how provisional. yikes, i can be shut down so momentously.