i didn't know because of you i came this way.

so what occurs won't be postponed.

 it's like a revelation when you wake and spread your wings knowing you can swim and fly.

and the swimmer meets the dreaming feathered heart.

in one breath, a wilderness of divine wind,
waiting without wishing
for anything else.

 always getting ready for a poem to unfold.

before now was eventually eventually it is now.

 it occurs suddenly i'm being a when
when not trying to be.  

i realize i've wanted to be embraced by wings since i was a child, when i woke tangled in sheets, from flying dreams.

i put you in my diary. i make another note of an unwritten poem. will you return?